Musings of a Teenage Sage

And she's said that you weren't true and life's not blowin her kisses thanks to you!!!!!!! I wanna know what you thinkin!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! Hyper off the walls. You have no idea. they say you never know what you got til it's gone. wooowwwww. i wish i could like save some of this energy and like store up some of this energy and use it later. But no...it's all here now!!! And let me tell youi'm using it. Man i need to go running. Tomorrow. I'm goin for forever. Try and stop me. Hey sista go sista....she said hello, hey joe....mocha choca lata ya ya...creole lady marmalade!!!!! buncha french stuff that I ain't gonna translate for you kuz you don't wanna know.....more...More...MORE!!!! you know i have yet to take advantage of any of the priveledges that i get now that i turn 18. Maybe i should. i refuse to acknoledge that tomorrow will ever be here. Heck no. It's way more fun to live in the moment than to anticipate all the stuff that is to come, because in case you've never noticed a lot of bad stuff is often to come and the stuff you think will be fun never is as fun as you think, so i think we should just have as much fun in the moments that we're instead waiting around. what's the deal with my brain? Why am I so obviously insane?? i think i'm bipolar. dude it's awesome. lol. if you fling your head around too much your headphones will fall out. i'm gonna go to work tomororw. man yeah. work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and starting after the beach I get to be there like all the time!!!!!! And then, when I'm done, i get to go to the gym!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love the gym!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Listen to your heart....no don't it's a bad idea. Hope just said that micah passed all his hyperness to me temporarily. we can only hope. Or maybe it's natural. who knows. I'm just happy. who care about anything else. :) La la la la. I don't give a beep if you're lookin at my beep kuz it don't mean a thing if ya lookin at my beep. i'ma do my thing while your playin with your beep ha hahahaa. I love Fort Minor. Fort Minor is awesome. I think hip hop is my new favorite kind of music. at least for driving. "Look at me. Can you tell I'm carrying a concealed banana?" I love talking to Hope...she tells me the most interesting stories. ;) lol. I gotta go.

posted by Annie @ 6:48 PM 0 comments

If you're a male, leave me alone. I'm sick and tired of you. And that's that.

posted by Annie @ 6:31 PM 1 comments

Hello. Have you ever wondered what makes life interesting? if it's the moments that blow your mind that carry you along or if it's all the moments in between? or if it's the dream of what could be? You can live life here and now or you can live life for what could be. it's a strange thought, because having hope for the future is good, but living for what is to come is bad, but living blind to what is to come is also bad. where is the medium? How, when there are two weeks left of school am i supposed to live here and now when all i want lies on the other side of two weeks? and yet what i want will not be as fulfilling as what i might imagine it will be. if you think one thing will make you happy, it will not fulfill your expectations, and sometimes the things you think will be the least enjoyable end up being the most. Life is strange like that, full of contradictions and things that define reason. Greatness in the eyes of man is not greatness in the eyes of God. The things the world despises, sinners and weak people, are the people that God chooses to use to build his kingdom. How does that work? It defies reason. Or perhaps reason has been skewed by sin. Perhaps reason is something other than that which we understand, and we will never understand until heaven. or maybe God just chooses the people you would least expect. I do not know. We were not meant to know. It's the not knowing that keeps us guessing, keeps us trying. "Kuz i am falling into grace, to the unknown to where you are, and faith makes everybody scared. it's the unkown, the don't know that keeps me hanging on and on to you." Maybe if we knew we'd be too scared. If we could see the end result, we'd never make the mistakes that let us learn. If we could see the end result, we'd never believe that God could pull us through some trial that makes us more like Him. Maybe it's better to be blind, to trust, to not know. Maybe it's better to just give in and be led, to trust and believe, because if we knew, life would be miserable. The good days would be ruined by the knowledge of the bad ones. Sometimes i think joy is a choice. it's forcing yourself to be like, this is the day the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it. Sometimes, that's easy to say. Sometimes, it's really hard. Sometimes it has to be forced, like I Will rejoice and be glad in it. Sometimes it's like an overflow a praise from the heart.
Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in his wonderful face, and the things of earth will grow strangely dim in the light of his glory and grace.

posted by Annie @ 7:15 PM 1 comments